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Went home today n saw my mum packing up stuff. As usual, her nagging came before i stepped into my room to put my bags. -_-'''
So i changed n went to clean my tables, drawers etc....
As i was clearing, i noticed many things that i bought last time. Hello kitty stuff... Almost all was bought by him... Cards that he paid, items he bought... In fact, the whole lot is from him. Memories juz came flashing by... Until i came upon my corner, 2 bouquet of flowers. It was actually from him on Valentine's day. I didn't throw it away coz i felt tt it has sentimental values. But after some pursuation from my sis, i decided to let it go. My sis threw it away for me... Before she throw it, i took a picture of each...


First: 2nd Year, Second: 3rd year
Not forgetting he spend hundreds of dollars on the Hello Kitty Chocolates. I juz can't bear to eat it. And now, i got to throw it away coz it got moulds... :(




Those chocolates are so so nice to eat. Coz i tried at the shops that time...
Well, i ve to admit tt i cried. I mean those were the memories i had before... Anyway, now i've got this special guy wif me.
Mr Sim.
Even thought he has really got nth much for me, but i believe his love for me was there. I juz hope tt everything will be fine. I'm not sure bout wat will he react if he sees this post. Angry perhaps? I juz wanna let him noe tt perhaps, everything is over. Like i say, the book has already written, -The End-. Right now, i'm awaiting for a new book which is still on composing.
It's juz the begining. And i hope it will carries on. For no matter wat happen, i juz hope tt we shall be side by side, accompanying each other. For now deep in my heart, i noe that i've got smthg to say to you, and that is, I LOVE YOU.
ESTHER was here at 1/14/2008 10:44:00 PM 