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07 October 2007

Haiz... well well... i'm recently not happy. Perhaps not feeling secure or lack of being dote on. Everything seems weird n not in proper place.

Trust. How much trust can u giv to a person? I dunno. For me, as long as he's sincere in asking me to trust him, I WILL. I believe is a mutual thing. It would be really swt n nice when both trust one another without doubts. BUT wat if one doesn't wan to trust the other party? The relationship would spell doom eventually. Having doubts is already kinda serious. NOT trusting is even worst.

I really dunno. ARGH!!! Y doesn't he trust me. Y? I mean juz because his ex gf treats him lidat, he assume tt i'll be lidat too. Actions tt i did lead him not to trust me. WTH?! I din betray him or wat. BUt y? Guys sometimes can really drive a gal crazy. I feel weak again. Everything seems wrong n nonetheless, is not swt at all.

Again, i yearn for hugs n kisses. Is me. Esther wans to be loved, pampered n dote. Is tt so difficult???
ESTHER was here at 10/07/2007 12:42:00 AM