My Esther Essence

06 October 2007

Sacrifice. Does anyone really noe the true meaning of tis? In a relationship, i believe one party sacrifice for one another. But let us put it tis way... "Does ur sacrifice worth for ur love? Is it worth?!" I dunno how would others say but i noe i've encounter MANY who i dunno izzit worth or not.

How bout tis word Appreciation? Does ur partner appreciate how much u've done for him/her? I dunno too. Many a times... i knew MANY ppl take things for granted. They JUZ DUN appreciate how much he/she had done for her/him.

How bout an object now? A weighing scale. In a relationship, often one side weights HEAVIER. Any objections? Well, i've always know i weight on the heavier side. -_-''' Giving in too much... Perhaps, it's a norm for every relationships.

Um... it's late now n i juz can't slp. I've done much. At least i tink so. Tidy up my hse n went to his hse n tidy for him. But when he's back, the attitude - orh, ok lor- pattern is there? Y guys wun -give a tight hug, deep kiss n most important tt most gal wan to hear" i love you"- pattern??? I DUNNO!!! Well, maybe he's tired. Coz i noe he really is. I understands n concern. BUT! Will he do the same???

To add on, i hate or detest guys tt often -give up-. I've met n encounter guys say," i know i'm not good, if u tink he's good, den u be wif him lor!" Well, FUCK U! Wat excuses is tt?! Juz as the gal is begining to fall for u, n u said tis to her. Is equivalent giving a tight slap on the gal's face. I mean y give up?! Dun u tink u should prove to her tt u r alot more better den the guy because u LOVE HER! Can't u assure tt U can giv ur gal AS MUCH LOVE as she desire? Den in the first place, y say i love you to her n make her urs? Well, damn it! I'm really pissed off when guys say tt. Is like giving excuses for u to ditch the gal by giving her a beautiful ending.

Um... will be working tml. Same place. Sianz... gals.. do rmb to look for me. Misses u gals lots.

ESTHER was here at 10/06/2007 01:18:00 AM