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12 August 2007

To Lenoveshia- I dunno wat's in ur mind. I guess u nv plan to want me back anymore. Coz u juz did nth. Maybe now's it's going to be the last time i'm going to say bout u. If u really plan to wan me back, shouldn't u juz do smthg n woo me back. Making me feel love again??? But u did nth.. Busy wif ur work as usual n ur stuff. Perhaps life without me makes no difference at all... Since so, i guess juz kp it tt way. The money i own u i'll return u asap.

I dunno wat's wrong wif me... Haiz... Perhaps now waiting for *somebody* tt's going to appear in my life. I guess i wanna be persistent in doin things. Say "NO" when i tink i should. And not *giv in* I feel so... weird n sad. I dun mean to be like tis... I juz wanna be ordinary gal. Receiving n giving love as much as i can to the guy i love. But y it juz seems so difficult. :( I wanna cry out loud. Drinking as becoming part of my life. It's not wat i wan! But imagine facing the night alone... Kping awake.... Is nth but a night a living hell... ~~

I wanna wrap myself up like a cacoon...
ESTHER was here at 8/12/2007 02:36:00 PM