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17 April 2007

I'm in a -dunno wat to do- stat...
I can't explain wat's going in my mind right now. I noe i love him. But it doesn't seems the way. Maybe, i'm getting used of him not ard wif me... BUt wat can i do??? I ned a shoulder for me to lean on, i ned somebody to share my troubles wif. I currently ve him. But he can't do anything for me.
I guess i muz not be greedy. Coz havin a good bf tt luvs u is not easy. But to me, it seems not enough. He's away all day... only some smses to kp me alive. Sometimes, one whole day, not even an sms from him. I wanna convince myself tt he's really busy n not meant to neglect me.
BUT! I've been told. He says he's really busy recently. I noe i should believe him. but wat i'm worried is, the further he went, the bigger the hole. If he din comes in n fill in the hole, i'm afraid somebody else would ve done it. And tt's not wat i wan.. :(
I"LL LISTEN TO MY HEART TIS ONCE, AND NOE WAT I WAN
ESTHER was here at 4/17/2007 02:28:00 PM